Blarg!
That's right, Blarg!
Why Blarg?
Well I went and got measured for a knee brace today, not sure what it is going to look like, not that I really care what it is going to look like..I just stil don't want to have to have one.
Yes, I know, I'm a stubbourne woman...I get it from my parents*S*
I guess the big thing abou tit is that I dont' want to have to rely on it..Yes I know it is better than living in pain, but still... For anyone who truly knows me, you know that I like to be able to do things under my own power, and I guess, as stupid as it might sound, having to have the aid of the brace, well I guess it makes me feel a little weaker...
Yeah I know get over it..but still..I remember how it felt having to use crutches, and then having to walk with a cane..I felt like an idiot even though they wer devices to help me jsut as this is...I don't feel sorry for myself..I just don't want it..
So, yeha, BLARG!
posted by kicking-and-singing at 4:35 PM
4 Comments:
I don't blame you tam, you hate to give in, so do I, but is this a temporary measure, until what??
Can't imagine what the pain is like-- hope it brings you some relief-- much love-----
Meh - you weak??? I DON'T think so. Everything we've been through, brace, crutches, any of it you are the strongest soul I've ever met. You know it's wierd but I am going to post in my blog now and tell everyone how I remember you and I and the road we travelled.
Nannan-until they decide they can't put off the replacement surgery for my knee cap any longer, and then after that, will still have to wear the damn brace.
Tymber-Thanks chick, *S* I actually read your blog before coming to check out mine...I remember all of it...
Miles may seperate us but time and our bond never will.
Honey, this doesn't show weakness, it shows strength of character.
Love you lots and lots Mom
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